Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Moving on...

Some dates sometimes might make one feel like they are etched on memory... as if impossible to forget ... last year's 9th of July ~ the longest night of my life or 22nd of March or 18th of April ~ the day I entered community and my life was turned upside down from thereon.... but the priorities in life should be rightly placed. And I have now realised and have correctly chosen mine.
It's not easy to hide behind a laugh and act strong, to shut the doors on the memories that keep coming back, It's not easy not to think about the broken remnants...
but the past is never going to take me anywhere... and one day I will surely understand that whatever happened, happened for my good... time will surely make me realise that. Till then I just need to keep going on without looking back ever again.
"Leave them all behind... Learn to move on...", I keep reminding myself.
Some good memories we made, those that had made me really happy at those times.
But at the end of the day, I need to accept that God had never made you for me, He has chosen someone else for me whom He thinks better suited for me, than you would have been,and now I gleefully accept His plans.

I just need to have faith on Him and let Him unveil His choice at the appropriate time ...
Till then, I can happily go on and not stop, not look back but leap out into the abyssal plains out there in the world, waiting for me... with one hand in front and one hand behind...
Ages pass with movement.... I keep hoping so
and repeating to myself -- "Don't stress the could haves... b'coz if it should have, it would have. God can never be wrong." 

Happy Birthday anyway.. Live happily :-) as I continue flushing out the memories and moving on...

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